You're doing great Nuu. Moving forward means doing stuff that we don't want to sometimes. Forcing yourself out for a run, going to a lifeRing meeting when it would have been easier to have stayed home..they are important things to do.
I am 26 months sober, someone reminded me of that yesterday, and I still have days when recovery takes effort. It is no longer a case of 'if I don't do this I will drink', but more a 'this is gonna be a hard situation, can I cope?'.
Recovery is full of twists and turns, some days the path gets a bit bumpy. Some days you will wonder if you will make it.
But keep moving forward and don't ever look back. Easier times are ahead.
Oh and enjoy the party..
