I'm on vacation and all the grownups are drinking it up, so I spent some really cool one on one time with the teenagers in the group. They reminded me of how much fun you really can have even though you're not drinking! I've drank more water today than I ever have, (mostly because I'm so used to drinking constantly while on the river). The teens and I spent most of the day swimming & goofing off in the water so I got more exercise than I have in months! I may be struggling right now, but writing all this down makes me grateful I didn't cave. Thank you! My AV was on full throttle today but, I just kept replacing those thoughts with horrible ones and I made it!