Friday afternoon here, in an hour I am going over to the next door neighbour for a family bbq. I now this is going to be the first really tough test of my determination
They don't know that I try to give up drinking and I definately don't want them to know of mybproblems. The husband in our neighbour family is somekind of a drinking friend to me also, that is why I know this is going to be hard. I cant blame not drinking on driving either.
wish me good luck, he aways buys some nice beer for us
