I have been limiting contact with her, today if she calls I am just not going to pick up the phone. Im going to try to limit as much time as I can with her and keep her at a distance because really she is no good for me. She makes me feel horrible about myself, and Im not really a bad person. Im trying to do the best I can for my family, my kids and my husband. Were just trying to make a better life for each other and all I get is heartache from her.
Ive emptied what little alcohol I had left down the sink and recycled the bottles. Im just disguisted with myself this morning over it, over how I let her have this much control over my feeling and my self worth.