Originally Posted by
Mabel4 
I don't really want to least. I don't want to pay for someone to love me. Seems f*cked up.
Hi Mabel4,
Sorry you're having such a hard time at the moment, hang in there things will get better.
I have to say I attend counselling every week (We're very lucky in Scotland that this is free) but even if this wasnt, Id GLADLY hand over my hard earned cash every week to have gained what I have in doing this.
Speaking to someone non judgmental and who you can truly speak to warts and all has been a huge asset to me. I finally feel I'm getting somewhere, but that's been down to me. It makes me proud of myself just for being able to get through that.
Why not give it a try? What you got to lose?
L x