Thanks Buttercup
Originally Posted by
TiredEnough 
That's normal. Push on to 30 days and then assess how you feel.
Is it? That makes me feel a little better. Like I said I've had bad days, and knew I'd have more, but had this strong resolve that I would not give in, no matter what.
Today I can honestly say if I had some pills in front of me, within my grasp, I do believe I would have used them by now. And that scares me. Because I didn't feel that way before. Again, not sure why today I feel this way, I have no idea what set this feeling off. I'm disappointed with myself.
Push it to 30 days....I think that is great advice. That's less days than I've already gotten past. Maybe that is it, maybe I needed a new short term goal? Thank you for that. I guess right now I should stick with don't get any. It seems whenever I needed them they weren't around, or I could never find them. Now when I don't need/want I know right here to get them. Argh!