Wonderful to have you with us Ultrafiche.
When I was 22 I already knew I didn't drink like normal people & was headed for trouble. I did nothing - just kept trying to manage it. Many years later my life was a mess - and I was drinking every day. You're doing the best thing by admitting what it's doing to you and taking action. The early days are rough, but we're here to help. You're not alone.