I know how you feel. When I got out of rehab 3 years ago, I was absolutely lost. I was unemployed, living at my parents, didn't have a car with pennies in the bank. I had 3 menial jobs since to stay busy and pay the bills, but I am still spinning my wheels. I am sober but now have to face the reality of how vapid my life was before and now. I have no hobbies or interests that carried over since drinking was my life.