Originally Posted by
allieclaire 
My exAB would often say that he was the president of the rationalization and justification society...I thought he was joking...
That's sadly funny. I would sometimes laugh at similar things my xabf would throw out there. Because he presented them as a joke. But in retrospect I would realize it was some self-realization, admittance on his part of his struggles. I believe he always had an internal battle going on...wanting to fight the disease but not wanting to let go at the same time. A love/hate relationship with his addictions. BUT completely his battle and not mine...I've got my own shiz to work on.
