I had been doing so good
I have been doing so well I thought I finally got a handle on my drinking. I stopped drinking for three months. I quite after a spa retreat in which I did a lot of cleansing my system. After that I just lost my desire to dink. I didn't really think about drinking again until spring break in March. We were on vacation so I said why not? Drank too much, got drunk, felt ashamed....have been drinking occasionally increasing frequency since March but haven't had any bad drunken episodes. But Wednesday night my husband's birthday I got drunk again. So obviously I will never be able to drink responsibly because it sneaks up on me when I let my guard down. I do not get drink often but even once is too much for me. Ughh