Day 4
Well it's day 4. Life on life's terms keeps ringing in my head. My terminally Ill grandmother is being admitted to a nursing home this weekend and this is very painful for me. I am her medical power of attorney so the decision has to be mine as well. I'm full of fear for her, I am saddened and I do just want to run and escape. But I'm not going to do that. Work the steps, stay right with my higher power and do the next right thing. I want to stay sober through this phase In her life and mine. My body has been so tense because of this situation, it hurts, my tailbone is raging, my shoulder is funky and it would be real easy to drink it away, but I'm not. I'm staying sober today.