I am afraid that if I stay and something happens that involves my kids I will lose them.
The credit card debt is in my name only. I had gotten a promo check from my credit card and deposited $18k into his savings to pay for our wedding. I never had a reason to check on the money and when I did most of it was gone from withdrawals he had made to pay for pills. That credit card is in my name only. The balance is now $11k.
This really is so sucky. I am in the frame of mind to leave but need to find the courage.