Hi, I'm also back on day 3. I made it a month and a half and felt great, then somehow relapsed. It was the worst it's ever been. I'm me arrestees and have terrible anxiety. I can't sleep at night. I'm going back to AA, and just have to start over again as hard as it is. My family and friends are all disappointed. I know if I relapse again it will be even worse, and I could lose everything. Stay strong, were all in the same situation.