DD - I agree. Relapse is serious and we are ultimately accountable. It is not a casual happenstance. As my own worst judge and jury I hope to god if I do relapse, that I have the guts to acknowledge it here. No one here can beat me up more than I will have already done, that doesn't mean I need sunshine blown up my backside, maybe just a warm hug then a swift kick in the arse to get me back in line.