Bimini - yes, I have been doing pleasant things and actually did take a 3 mile walk outside yesterday. In fact today after my post, I decided to go to a yoga class, do a little shopping and then was invited to a friend's to watch the rest of the World Cup and dinner. So that was fun and helped to get me outside of my head. Nobody there was drinking today--another little bonus.
It's like Anna said with being on guard 24/7 making sure that I don't mess up. It's good to be reminded that it won't always be this way.