Today was so much fun!
I had a great time today at the football game with my friend and her husband. We went to his parents place for dinner after. I had never met them before and it turns out that we are distantly related!
I talked to my mom and dad tonight. My mom said she was happy I had such a great time as I am going straight into a program when they get home.
My mood dropped instantly. My friend says I have to learn how to find joy in simple things again and not listen to my mom so much. Actually she thinks rehab is not a bad idea, as I would be able to spend some time working on myself and my relationship with my parents. But she said only do it to please yourself, don't do it if it just to make your parents happy. I am thinking about it a bit.