Mirage - Bimini's comments are some of the best advice I have heard for someone in the early phases. I didn't know you were at 25 days. You just need to protect yourself and survive without a drink. Eat ice cream, take walks, try journaling or writing. I was fortunate to meet a great friend on SR and we chatted daily for hours going through tis early hell together.
Someone said don't make any life changing decisions in the first year. I thought they were nuts. As I come up on my first year, that was some of the best advice. I would have gotten divorced 5x over had I not listened to that advice. Your body is changing, be gentle - I pray those around you might be gentle to you too.