It wasn't until my husband threatened to leave for the 20th time ,,that I actually looked in his eyes and knew he meant it this time,,,that Was the day i admitted i had a problem and said I need to stop drinking ,,I'd embarrassed him at family parties and nights out with friends but he always made an excuse for me and loved me anyway but he had had enough a week ago ,,,it takes all the lows to admit it to yourself sometimes but you have made a brave and strong desicion to stop drinking good luck with sober life and enjoy your husband he sounds like a keeper