So.. the counselor called me with in a half an hour of me sending the message. We talked for almost 45 min on the phone. I have a feeling this is going to be (in the short term) a very swift paced journey. I spent the whole night last night trying not to jump out of my skin thinking of all the things I've minimized. I have a pretty strong feeling I won't be in this place more than a few months. My mind was racing.. but I managed to slow it down to one thing at a time. I think you all are going to be right... this is going to me LIFE CHANGING! I'm very excited for the journey. Thank you again for your encouragement.