Why is "everything fine"? . . . you gotta hammer that one out, is it merely feeling physically/mentally fine? or thinking your in some way cured/fixed through a period of abstinence?
I really needed to accept that these were myths, also will it ever be a little? . . . I always drank more than a little.
The thoughts and mental processes need to be permanently broken by working out the myths from the facts of the situation!!
You can do this!!