Hang in there. Your AV is trying to convince you that it's ok to drink because IT wants to drink.
You don't want to drink. That is the duality of it. Recognize the second voice as a second entity in you. Tell it to shut up, have a big dinner this will ease your mind. And I mean a huge dinner. Enough to make you sleepy type dinner.
Then have some ice cream or something you enjoy and stay close to SR.
This shall pass