This is my first post to SR but have been reading it for the last 4 years. I slipped up this July 4th weekend and went on a wild bender after 1 Month Sober. I had started going to AA on a regular basis and was becoming more and more involved. I beleive I keep sabotaging my efforts to stay sober. I am on day 2 and have not slept in the last 30 Hours and keep hearing music. Please take me under your wings here at SR because I have a beautiful wife and 1 year old I don't want to hurt anymore with this crazy behavior.:
