I have also taken antabuse but made me feel sicker than a dog. My goal of course is to be sober the rest of my life. I think that everyone here's goal is. Saying 30days just makes it look less scary I suppose. Being sober I know is going to be the only qay. Period. I cannot drink because one turns into 2turns into 5turns into **** I ran out. Friday turns into Saturday turns into Sunday turns into 3weeks and I can't rwmeber the last time I didn't have. Beer when 5 o'clock hit.and it's rediculous that I can drink a 6pack of cider and just feel plesantly buzzed , totally unacceptable thy I have been doing this to myself.