when the booze had me in its grips there was no choice for me as i was to dependent on it, i couldn't get off the stuff and drank everything away
all because i loved the effect it gave me and once i had taken a drink i wanted more and more of the stuff
so for me it was the booze that took it all away
once i finaly did get my act together and go the help i needed then my life changed and i started to get back things i had lost and my life got better
but it wasnt just getting off the drink albeit that was the top order of the day but after a while i had to learn to change me as a person how i think and feel and react to things
but that all came for me much later on
so for me i see the booze robbed me of it all