ways to help avoid relapse
I'm almost 1 week clean now from my last relapse but I feel stronger this time and the reason is because everyday I remind myself what I went through in my last relapse, usually I wanted to forget all the horrors but then 2 weeks later I'd find myself right back where I was because I didn't constantly remind myself of what using led to. I also go to meetings EVERY night, even when I don't want to, I'm working the 12 steps with a sponsor, I even practice in my head saying no to myself and no to an imaginary person, in case I run into someone who says, "hey I got some do you want any?" AND I have made damn sure that I got rid of all numbers of dealers. I know every day when I get up that I'm in danger of a relapse so I also pray to my higher power to give me strength and to keep desire away from me. So far, so good. :-)