He's convinced it's cancer and not an infection. Which is a possibility.
He was drinking his sorrows last night and crying, talking to me. I just couldn't focus on the conversation. I think I'm trying to block it out.
I don't want him to suffer. I want him to be healthy and happy, whether I'm there or not but I know deep down I can't help him with any of it. It's going to be a long 6 weeks until his appointment. I guarantee he is going to use this as an excuse to go on a binge....most people would try and keep their body healthy after news like that
Thank you for helping stay grounded, I'm not sure how I feel right now.