i guess for some of us we have to lose our jobs and our money and our homes our family and everything else there is around before we finaly give in
sadly some just dont even give in when they lose it all, i could only wish i had the chance again to of saved some of the things i lost in my life all because i needed drink to help me live
i just didn't know that the very stuff i needed to live on was the very stuff that was going to cost me so much in my future
but of course in the back of my mind was i am different or if i get that bad i will stop
but the fact was i couldnt and i kept on and on
i wish you luck with whatever way you decide to go in life i just hope in 10 years time you dont have a story to tell that mirrors my own
good luck to you