Feel so Alone and Crying
My wife and I just got into a big argument. I guess the toll on her has been terrible and last week after getting drunk I said some terrible things. I think she is so hurt she can't even express any love towards me (she is protecting herself). Of course this makes me feel so bad because if anything LOVE is exactly what I need to get through this but her well is empty. I feel so bad. Can our marriage even last. She said she feels like I don't want to be with her but the fact is that my addictive self has wreaked havoc on my relationships. I feel so terrible. I regret so many things and I feel so alone. I hope it gets better. This is so painful...I see why people quit and go back to the bottle. It looks like we're going to marriage counseling I guess.