So I've detached myself and not done to bad. And I know it's for the best. Ab has a job! Which I know won't last long never does. The main reason for getting this job was to help towards the baby. But he's out running round town on weekends drinking the money and sleeping with another women. And it hurts I can't handle it. He won't admit to this but I'm no fool. I had to call him last night as I was in pain and the midwife said that baby would be sooner than later. So I thought best to keep him updated. He didn't answer! Just sent a text saying he was watching football. I don't believe this. Why cheat and lie why can't he just walk away? I guess in a way I feel betrayed as she's getting the best from him while I get all the rubbish. It's not fair I sit here struggling and he's having a great time. I'm so mad today I needed to rant.....sorry.
