So my 6 year old daughter and I came to the cheap movies today. After that, we are going to a fireworks show thrown by the city in which I live. I packed a little picnic and her backpack full of activities so she will feel busy until the fireworks show...I know I am sad inside for it to be only her and I but I also know what a lucky duck I am to be enjoying her beautiful face and innocent eyes as I will watch her face light up when we watch the fireworks. I am pushing through the pain everyone! Its taking all my strength to pull myself out of my funk and do this for her but I am doing it!! Baby steps everyone!!