Its hard to socialize these days. I hate being around drinkers, alcohol, etc...It seems like people only socially gather around alcohol. I take DD6 fun inexpensive places as much as I can but still...seems like when youre going through separation/divorce all you see are happy families (with the daddys present) out and about...
I have very little money right now after going through my illness the past 2 years. I make the best of it...we arent sitting around crying or anything but there just seems to be this underlying sadness I feel...trying hard to push through it. Get so angry when I think of him just partying and being so carefree...it is hard. I have to continuously talk myself out of not hating him even more and knowing he is miserable on the inside...