Holidays are Horrid Right now!
Whenever holidays approach these days I go through a dark time. I get so mad because I dont have a close family of origin so now that AH and I have been separated I am either alone or it is just her and I missing him...I know it wont always be like this. I just get so angry like all these families are preparing for their festivities or getaways and I am struggling just to live.
Meanwhile, separated AH is partying living it up with young enabling gf he cheated on me with. I know they are living in dysfunction as well but it still does not take this pain away! I cannot wait until the grieving stage is over...I am so tired of feeling this!!