Thank you (and thanks for the prayers Raider, much needed).
I'm not going to make a rash decision on the pregnancy. I'm pleased I cancelled the appointment as I just think I need more time to think over things. Whatever decision isn't going to be easy but I owe it to my family to take time and think things through.
I'm just pleased I continue to wake up alcohol free. I can't imagine how much worse this would be if alcohol was still in the mix.