Hi Katie88! I saw the title of your thread and just instantly thought, "it's the alcohol." At least, for me, I didn't have any idea who or what I was/could be until I quit drinking. Some problems I had or thought I had when I was drinking went away, others looked really different, and others turned out to be real -- but there was no way any of them were going to get better as long as I was drinking.
Wine is not a solution and you are not a problem. I hope you decide to quit for real -- you'll be uncomfortable at first, but then I'm betting you'll start to see a lot more possibilities in life.
