"They say there's someone for everyone
I've heard it again and again
I've come to believe
My prince and his steed
Have been hit by an oncoming train"
I wrote that in my mid-20's. I'm in my 40's now. I am unmarried and have no children.
I have had relationships...many actually...mostly "buses" I kind of rode for a few months..then hopped off (or was dumped off). Some more serious.
But I was hammered through all of them.
Underneath my drinking was a terror of real and true intimacy.
Sober and up my friend and get to know yourself again...or maybe ..for the very first time.
We are all here fighting the good fight with you.