Big hugs to you, my friend.
Love truly is impossible with someone in active addiction.
just know you are not alone, I'm feeling just as you are.
I am writing it all off as just a moment in time, no need to try and figure out what was true, I'm going with all meaningless words, lies, lies, lies from a man whose mind is controlled by a drug. The human brain is the most powerful organ in the human body, for it to be polluted with alcohol on a daily basis, is not going to have a positive result.
I am trying like hell to stick to the facts of the matter. I cannot allow my emotions to keep running me off in the ditch.
Keep posting, get it all out, we truly understand.