Hi everyone... thanks for the words of support. I'm okay right now and yes Nuudawn, tired and lonely. Previously mentioned, it's starting to get to me that my hubby won't look at me or talk to me. But I have a meeting in a couple of hours and in the meantime I have laundry to fold and then I'm heading out to Starbucks for a coffee and some reading before the meeting. Getting out of the house will help. I feel so emotional. Ack!