Originally Posted by
Nonsensical 
That's what you need to learn. How to feel good without alcohol.
It'll be difficult for a while because chronic alcohol use screws up our brain chemistry and it takes a few months to get the right balance back.
For now just find something you enjoy doing without alcohol and focus on that. Keep busy. Find something.
You can do this!
I'm also on Day 4. I think I've finally realized that I need to give it a couple or three months to see how I really feel OFF of alcohol like mentioned above. I haven't done that. Maybe you should try that too. I figure I have no idea how I'll feel because it's been so long since I've been sober longer than a couple of weeks that I might as well try and find out.
I say try to give it some time. You can always go back... but maybe you won't want to.