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Originally Posted by
TimidTulip 
I am very scared of the big, boring void in my life if there is no alcohol.
How much fun is living in fear of not drinking?
What do you suppose causes a fear of not drinking?
When you were a child did you dream of the day you would be an adult so you could have the freedom to drink in the mornings and not get caught? Or did you dream of doing other things with your life?
A year ago I also feared not drinking. I don't anymore, so it is possible to get over that feeling. Now I fear going back to that feeling. Life is so much better now.
I like to feel like I am getting away with stuff, too. Tell me not to do something and I automatically start trying to figure out how to beat the system. There are ways to do that without involving alcohol.
