Originally Posted by
goodkitty 
***That is called recovery, and its a forever commitment I am just starting to learn about myself.***
Thank you, goodkitty. Your words are are absolutely helpful and important to me. I will read what you had to say every night and definitely as much as I can because it means a lot to me that you took the time to write back, and directly addressed my thoughts and that resonated through me.
I will work on my recovery more. Knowing there are secular schools of thought out there and that people like you struggle with the same really helps.