Ann, we have two computers, and each our own password. I dont think I could keep him from accessing internet, if its there. he would just rewire it each day as I leave for work,,, lol... and use it. I have been given some good options from the ladies here
and it looks really doable. just wish I could find courage..
but that is my next thing, and yes, Dandylion, I need to get in for some help! I cannot manage to dredge up courage where there is only fear. fear is false evidence appearing real... f.e.a.r. so I do need that help. I am hoping that I can do the eeny meeny minee moe, and get a good one. a specialist in addiction or mental illness . I am hoping my insurance covers the help.. I must have used someone outside my providers list last time, for it to cost me so much out of pocket. I did not like her at all, honestly, she made me feel strangely unsupported.
Thanks everyone, for the ideas and support. It has been so helpful, and has kept me focused.
I will call tomorrow, and make an appt. I guess i can look online now... old fashioned, was gonna check the phone book...haha.
hugs all.