Hi everyone i just wanted to say a really big thank you to everyone who has replied and welcomed me i look forward to exchanging more messages with you all. I also look forward to hopefully being able to support some of you also but maybe when i am a little further down the line. One thing i dont get is that before when i have gone 7 weeks sober and then had one drink and its been back to square one for me. In all honesty while i am typing this all i am thinking about is a vodka and lemonade which i havent even got in the house. xx