Hi Sick and Tired,
I certainly know the feelings you describe; when one gets over the initial euphoria of having some sober time there is...all that work to be done.
There are alternatives to AA of course. And you can work AA and other things together; if you haven't checked it out yet, go to SMART.org for another approach. You might also check out the Friday affirmation thread for some wisdom on the subject.
Remember: all you have to do is the next right thing.
gianna