Thinking I need to come back
Hey. Haven't been here in awhile because I've been drinking. Every Thursday and Saturday night. Nothing horrible has happened-yet-but my two "friends" shame and guilt are back now, after last night. The owner of the bar I was at had to drive me home and I smoked some pot in her car and blacked out. I probably made a fool of myself. Who knows, I sure don't.
Thinking about going to a meeting today. Thank for listening.