marijuana and alcohol together.. then there is cocaine. I'm just an adddict.
I'm on my 6th day sober. The longest I have gone in almost a year. This post is about using a combination of substances. I cannot drink without craving marijuana. If I do drink and don't have pot or can't get pot I get enraged. If I smoke pot without alcohol I get massive anxiety attacks. So really, I'm addicted to being drunk and high. What would that be called? It's like I'm codependent on using the two together. Also, I am over 2 years clean from cocaine and tobacco.
Going broke was what got me off cocaine, plus I owed my dealer a bunch of money so I left town. Now I'm 2 years clean from coke but still have cocaine dreams from time to time, like lastnight, which was the first good sleep I have had since I stopped drinking, aside from the dream. But I woke up feeling rested.