Well checking yourself into an inpatient detox might be a good option for you. I didn't want to go to an inpatient detox, but it was the only way I could stop drinking. I stayed a week the first time and 6 days the time and it wasn't a bad experience. I needed to be in a sober, safe, and comfortable environment and detox was all of those things for me. A week detox is just a very, very small step though in the process of getting/staying sober, but not everyone needs a long rehab. I just needed to get through the withdrawal and the 1st week.