I am sorry about this. Sounds quite miserable. I have anxiety and depression that I take daily meds for. If I miss a day, I just cry. And cry. And cry. I wish the wine hadn't served you well. In my *ahem* current relapse! it is not serving me well at all. It's like some strange thing I put in my body that does nothing good for me. Don't kick yourself. You will be ok, I can feel it. Maybe I'll be right there with you holding cyber-hands. Blessings.