Thanks for your condolences.
And it's funny because I am away from everyone I use to get high with. I moved to a new town but I live with my brother and he just got a new weed connect once this new guy started working with him. That's where all of my pot comes from these days.
But I was able to drop coke when I moved away, that's a plus.
I think the good thing about quitting once and relapsing is that you know you can quit again, though others may say well it just shows you CAN'T!
Eventually something will give, but I don't know what. I'll be 30 this year and have had the same addiction since high school.