I used after almost 5 years clean. A combination of access, opportunity and obsession drove me to chase that sweet oblivation of being high. Let me tell it, the "good" feelings were short lived compared to the anxiety and remorse of blowing my clean time. And as for being 5 years removed from the last time I go high, I was right back to addict mode in one day.
The spree lasted four days and I was able to throw the last bit away and start my day one. I count myself lucky. I've known others who don't make it back.
I hope you'll reconsider what you are planning.