Spiderqueen, glad to hear from you! Thanks for the update, and so very happy you've found some clarity of vision and the strength to pursue it.
I love when people share how their lives have changed as they work thru the various parts of recovery. It's so inspiring to see how someone gradually manages to do what they feared most, what they thought they never could, and all the different ways that that knowledge, courage and strength impacts every aspect of their life.
Wishing you a big heaping helping of all the best that the world has to offer!